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home... [20 Apr 2005|02:55pm]
[ mood | lonely ]

can this day get any worse? didn't think so. i NEED to be home where i can take a car and drive out to my abandoned baseball field. i need some space to sit and think and listen to music SO LOUDLY and actually SING at the top of my lungs and cry. i need home. -hel-bel-

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i'm in love. here are some of my favorites: [19 Apr 2005|12:44am]
[ mood | crappy ]

1. helen
fly girl with a nice booty, great looks and sexy laugh. likes to tease and get what she wants. she's good for the WHOLE NIGHT. described as "bangin'"
what...a...helen... *drools*

5. Helen
manipulating slut who u still cant help but like
1:00 pm: i hate helen
2:00 pm that same day: hey, me and helen are going to get together at the mall cya later

6. helen
the most gorgeous girl in the world and the cofounder of higatif, she has beautiful eyes and ears!
wow thats helen, wow shes gorgeous

7. helen
As the famous woman of Troy who "launched a thousand ships," 'Helen' can be and is used as a measurement of beauty, based on milliHelens (mH). The lower limit is not simply zero, as there can be women whose features will SINK ships as well...
Damn! That chick DEFINITELY ranks at least 700 milliHelens!

13. helen
slags have this name!
others think they are inosent but arnt!they mess with your brainplay mind games!
"my names helen, opps there goes my pants!"

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any thoughts on this? [18 Apr 2005|05:11pm]
[ mood | sick ]

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[16 Apr 2005|03:34am]
i need to be asleep right now. i have to eat breakfast w/ aopi's at 8 am, and then rehearse for the last time w/ l.i.p. at 8:30 then probably crash or write my research paper due monday, then we have our l.i.p. concert at 2, then my call for the costume shop is at 3. hopefully i'll get a dinner break - i haven't had one the past 2 nights and my stomach is definitely very angry. i also hope i can get out before 1:30 so i don't have to spend 7 hours in a row in the costume shop again. i'm just too tired. now i'm going to put some comfy pj's on and watch tv b/c erin's spending the night with her parents in their hotel. : ) -hel-bel-
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[14 Apr 2005|02:18am]
[ mood | pessimistic ]

oh my goodness i'm exhausted. i haven't been in my room for 12 hours. and when i was in here, it was for probably 30 min. after acting before i headed to the costume shop. i'm so tired. i just want this week to be over, then this school year over. i still have to prepare my presentation for ethics tomorrow and do 2 color and design exercises. and l.i.p. is not going well. we might have to cut a song from our concert b/c we sounded horrible today. i just wish things could go right and be over with! i want to be in my own bed in my own room. so badly.

i find it interesting that once i remove myself from a situation, that the situation finally presents itself to me. what horrible timing. i'll explain it to you later if you have any questions : ) i'm far too tired. and i have to be up in 3 1/2 hours! i'm not a huge fan of my life right now. but i'll get through it. i know i will. eventually. right?


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[13 Apr 2005|09:26am]
[ mood | grateful ]

today is going to be a good day, i just know it.  i woke up to give a tour at 9 but there's no one to give a tour to!  usually i stay in bed but i actually got up and went to admissions.  but i'm not mad.  today will be agood day.  minus the fact that amanda sent me a really really mean e-mail about not being at rehearsal last night which she didn't tell me to go to again until wednesday...but i'm not mad!  i'm going to relax.  i'm going to take a shower, finish reading angels in america, have only 2 classes today (NO wC! : )  ) then probably work a little on my philosphy statement due tomorrow and do more research for wc research paper final draft due monday.  : )  -hel-bel-

that's a picture of most of the new members at our red rose formal : )
*i wear a ruby on my boobie!*  AOII! : )

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this doesn't really surprise me [10 Apr 2005|02:33pm]
[ mood | pleased ]

Your dating personality profile:

Religious - Faith matters to you. It is the foundation that you build your life upon. You trust that God has a plan for you.
Liberal - Politics matters to you, and you aren't afraid to share your left-leaning views. You would never be caught voting for a conservative candidate.
Funny - You laugh often. People never accuse you of lacking a sense of humor. You don't take yourself too seriously.
Your date match profile:

Funny - You consider a good sense of humor a major necessity in a date. If his jokes make you laugh, he has won your heart.
Traditional - You need someone who is a bit old-fashioned. A person with traditional values and beliefs will perfectly compliment your lifestyle.
Practical - You are drawn to people who are sensible and smart. Flashy, materialistic people turn you off. You appreciate the simpler side of living.
Your Top Ten Traits

1. Religious
2. Liberal
3. Funny
4. Traditional
5. Athletic
6. Big-Hearted
7. Practical
8. Intellectual
9. Wealthy/Ambitious
10. Stylish
Your Top Ten Match Traits

1. Funny
2. Traditional
3. Practical
4. Religious
5. Shy
6. Intellectual
7. Wealthy/Ambitious
8. Conservative
9. Big-Hearted
10. Athletic

Take the Online Dating Personality Quiz at Dating Diversions
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[08 Apr 2005|09:31am]
what now survey?! try to make a boat out of me, mother f-er!

sweet life. today is going to be a good day.

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it had to be done. [08 Apr 2005|02:46am]
[ mood | exhausted ]

Dale Sturtevant: Oh, right, Margaret, you wanted prime rib. Here's the deal: The Palm wasn't taking reservations, and I didn't even try Morton's because I understand they have a new chef. So for now, let's just go with the Alpo, okay? I know it's not your first choice but keep in mind, you're a f--king dog!

LOVE it.


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YAY! [06 Apr 2005|03:46pm]
[ mood | excited ]

i have the best parents ever.  come on...four boxes of charleston chews and 3 things of tuna?!  AND BRAND NEW CRAYONS.  wowzers...life is complete.  this my mommy's way of helping me get through next week : ) 

life is good.  i got a delightful drunk e-mail the other day from a friend abroad : )  i laughed out loud.  for real.  ladies in pink (l.i.p.) is going very well.  we have a concert on april 16 (bike race day) so y'all should come to it!  um...what else is good?  i'm down to six papers left this month:  survey re-write due friday, first draft of wc research paper due monday, final draft of wc research paper due the 18th, survey paper due the 25th, survey final paper due the 28th and my ethics final paper due april 29.  i can do it.  i think i can i think i can : )  even happier than that?  i'll be home in TWENTY EIGHT DAYS!  get ready l-town...helen's coming back!  yay


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well good... [06 Apr 2005|01:48am]
[ mood | dorky ]

here is my life.

oh i wish.  only 28 more days, then i'm back to l-town.  but i have so many papers to write before that!  YIKES!  wish me luck.  and send me wonderful letters of encouragement/packages : )  next week WILL be the week from  hades, just fyi.  in case you're wondering if i fell off the face of the earth...nope..i'm just busy as all heck!  welp...i have to go finish a world cultures paper.  catch y'all later.


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my thoughts exactly. [03 Apr 2005|12:31pm]
[ mood | annoyed ]

Homework! Oh, Homework!
I hate you! You stink!
I wish I could wash you away in the sink,
if only a bomb
would explode you to bits.
Homework! Oh, homework!
You're giving me fits.

I'd rather take baths
with a man-eating shark,
or wrestle a lion
alone in the dark,
eat spinach and liver,
pet ten porcupines,
than tackle the homework,
my teacher assigns.

Homework! Oh, homework!
you're last on my list,
I simple can't see
why you even exist,
if you just disappeared
it would tickle me pink.
Homework! Oh, homework!
I hate you! You stink!

Jack Prelutsky

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[02 Apr 2005|08:23pm]
[ mood | blah ]

i know this is really lame. but i saw this on some other site (it looked a lot cooler with certain words in bold and italics and whatnot) and i actually kinda liked it. i know it's cliche. i know it's somewhat desperate. but i also know that i definitely agree with a lot of what's in it. so go ahead, laugh at me.

I WANT A GUY. . . .who would move the hair away from my eyes and then kiss me. hold my hand in line at the mall and make all the girls jealous. a pretty boy. but not so pretty that i feel awkward. someone who would think i was beautiful if i dressed so trashy it was classy. someone who would sing to me at random moments. who would let me sleep on their chest. a boy who would beat the shit out of someone if they called me fat. i want someone who would call me 3 times a day if he went away. someone who would let me gossip to him and would just smile and agree with everything i said.he would throw stuffed animals at me when i acted dumb and then dog pile on me and kiss me a million times. and someone who would make fun of me just to make me laugh he would surprise me with 25 cent rings and we would have contest of how far we could spit our gum. he would take me to the park and put his hands around my waist and give me big bear hugs all the time. someone who would kiss my neck just to have a reason to tell me how much he likes my new perfume and at night we would dance in our pajamas and we'd always take pictures in photo booths.. he would never turn down a trip to the boardwalk and we'd play tag on the beach. he would tell all his friends about me and smile when he did it. we would sit on the kitchen floor and eat peanut butter and jelly sandwiches.. and we'd make out in the pouring rain. he would tell me when he didn’t think something looked good and i wouldn’t mind. he would TRY to teach me how to play the guitar but we'd just end up laughing at each other. he would run his fingers through my hair even if it was dirty. he would share lollipops with me and get along with all of my friends.he would never be afraid to say " i love you " in front of his friends and we would argue of silly things with me then make up.i want a boy who would take me to target to just make fun of some of the stuff there. we would kiss at midnight on new years and make funny faces at each other when i'm on the phone. i want a boy who would count stars with me and be friends with my family. i want someone who would stay home with me on a Friday night just to help me make a dinner and watch movies together under the same blanket and squirt water guns at each other in the house. someone who would tell me im beautiful but not too often .. someone who would look me in the eye and tell me something serious that was also funny and make me promise not to laugh. someone who would make me laugh like no one else could. someone who would hold me closer than normal when i'm sick,. we would buy tons of disposable cameras and take lots of pictures. but mostly, I want someone who would be my best friend and would never lie to me or break my heart . . .

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[30 Mar 2005|03:50pm]
question: is chewing quietly with your mouth closed too much to ask for nowadays? seriously. my ears want to bleed. : )

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[30 Mar 2005|03:28pm]
I'm an irredeemably eejitous, liberal, not-too-generous, not-too-selfish, relatively well adjusted human being!
See how compatible you are with me!
Brought to you by Rum and Monkey
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[22 Mar 2005|05:15am]
yup. i'm still awake.

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[21 Mar 2005|12:22pm]
oh you know what else is cool? i just got an e-mail saying i was nominated by a peer to join ue's "live responsibly" campaign which basically means i was seen as a role model/mentor for my peers because i make good decisions. that makes me happy.

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wow. i have no thougts left [21 Mar 2005|12:18pm]
[ mood | why isn't flustered a mood!? ]

dear lord that survey test just took everything i had left out of me. i wrote so much. i filled four pages. and for helen writing...that's a shit-ton. wow. i am still trying to calm down and de-stress. i think what made it more difficult is that those plays frustrated me so much. reading them was hard enough, but then writing about how "life is meaningless and has no purpose" made is that much harder. grr. and i definitely did stay TWENTY MINUTES after class was supposed to end. i was just so afraid that i wasn't writing enough. last time i would get half credit on answers b/c i didn't answer enough, so i tried to combat that this time and i wrote so much. wow. my hand hurts. my head hurts. and my mind hurts. wow. now i need to relax (watch some disney : ) ) and memorize the rest of my scene for acting which is in 40 minutes. thank goodness there is a world cultures lecture today, which means i can bring my calendar and attempt to organize my life : ) yay


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"ancestors, hear my plea. help me not to make a fool of me..." [20 Mar 2005|03:02pm]
[ mood | anxious ]

i think it's funny that i have a treadmill in my room. so in one way i'm being so ridiculously lazy by not even going to the fitness center down the street. but i'm also able to run/walk/jog/whatever on it while the fitness center is closed so it's the opposite of lazy. food for thought.

life is ridiculous right now. i just really want to be back in lincoln for easter. i want to figure out summer job situations, i want to know what show i want to do (pinewood vs. playhouse) and i want to know how parts will work out. i want it to be summer already. and it's not that i don't love ue. i do. i love the people i've met here. i love the stuff i'm learning about management. it's really amazing. but the city and school....not so fabulous. and i'm really trying. i am in a sorority, and an active member at that. i'm also doing admissions ambassador stuff. and orientation leader stuff. so it's not that i'm not involved enough in the school to get a taste of what the school is like. i just don't know. we'll see where life takes me : )

i really love how i watched the disney channel ALL DAY LONG yesterday. from the moment i woke up at 12:30 : ) until i went to bed around 2:00 am. i love me some disney. and today...when i woke up. yup. sure did turn it on again. i got to watch 'the suite life of zach and cody' which i've been really wanting to see. and now i'm watching mulan. life is just delightful. alas...i must be off. i need to re-read the last play for survey so i can dominate that test tomorrow. and i have to work on my color and design project due tuesday. and i have to fill out my application and scholarship form for phi eta sigma. mental list. thanks lj.

have a good one (oh man! any irving kids remember Mr. O?! awww)


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helen is... [18 Mar 2005|03:12pm]
[ mood | contemplative ]

"spunky, funny, outgoing, cute, friendly / cute!, fun, talented, optimistic, faithful / overbearing, driven, OCD, intimidating, talented / crazy, sweet, organized, indecisive, stylish / fun, bursting, bright, layered, cute / innocent, sarcastic, smart, stylish, dancer / outgoing, overloaded, social, quirky, bounding / sassy, adorable, stylish, opinionated, intelligent / organized, kind, dedicated, driven, storyteller / professional, legitimate, silly, lost, careful / lost, worried, excited, genuine, volatile / stylish, assertive, aggressive (crossed out), cute, smart, organized / happy, helpful, kind, smart, glowing / neat (lame but true), lovely, sincere, future, professional"

what an interesting exercise.

leave a comment if you have five more words to add : )


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